Each and every moment when I'm aware and mindful presents me with a choice. This choice is the great miracle of human dignity restored in Christ. I can choose each and every moment how I shall live, what I shall love, Who I shall worship. The lure of sin is great, but when the soul presents itself before God with even the hint of a desire to choose the good, God sends grace to carry us the rest of the way. Choose then to take your stand on that tiny toehold of love in your heart. If a tiny ledge of love is all you have, the ledge is enough.
Take a stand there and cry out to God for help. Help will come swiftly to carry you into All you seek.